I borrowed Elton John's shades...

Ok so May 6th was my best friends wedding (ha...that's a movie) and we partied like rock stars. It was so good to let loose and have a couple (actually I lost count) cosmos since I never got to drink or eat at my own wedding.

So here is me...happy and golucky, which is the real me but I take myself too seriously sometimes and forget how to have fun. That's my friend Kristina next to me, she likes to boogey to the beat too. She's letting me help her plan her and her husbands 30th birthday party next year. Yeah I have something to plan again! Guess I can't RSVP no to that party huh? That's ok, I'm not having a 30th birthday party next year so when no one's looking, I'm putting my name on the banner in magic marker :)

Another Wedding pic....more to come

I need a break

So the one thing about me that you should know is I look forward to MY weekends BUT since March every weekend that arrives has mutiple occasions attached to it. It's killing my weekend spirit and my bank account. Why must I feel the need to attend every function presented to me? Being the good doobie that I am, I am out and about attending to all the events and sending gifts to the small few I can't make it too. Why? Why, Why, Why can't I just tell my friends and family "sorry I can't make it, I want to sit home and do nothing all day". I mean if you can't be honest with them who can you be honest with. So until I figure out a way to say it tactfully without lying or wait for my schedule to clear, I presume I will keep ranting about it. Does anyone truely understand what I am feeling? Like theres too many things to do in 7 days and you no longer have your own life anymore. I think if I had children at least I could say that I am doing it for them. I don't even want to go to half of these parties. In my family it seems if someone sneezes...they throw a party! For goodness sake, buy a box of kleenex and call it a day. Whew...glad I got that off my chest!

My first of many....I hope

Well I finally caught up with everyone who started blogging. You know, I never kept a journal as a teen and I can't promise I will as an adult either. I have trouble finding the right words when it comes to putting it on paper or on a computer. So please bear with me as my blogs may be short and sweet or ramble on.